My life has been no picnic. I had a baby in college, finished college and had the world by the tail. Then Jason happened. He was supposed to be my security, my child’s father and our chance for happiness and family. Instead, life became dark, dangerous and definitely not a fantasy. Jason made my life hell and has continued to do so. This is my story, my place to lament and vent. I am not bitter, but I am realistic and believe me, if I had to do it over, well, let’s just say some people would cease to exist.